WWLD?

I still think about Eddie pretty much every single minute. But over the last few weeks the sadness of what has been lost has been almost overwhelming.

The constant reminders of Eddie had been very comforting to me. But now they belligerently show me what will never be.

Before I met Eddie I tended to dwell on the past and worry about the future.

During Eddie I began to learn from the past, live in the moment & plan for the future.

After Eddie I have only allowed myself comfort from the past, total concentration on the present & no thought at all to the future.

I won't go back to my old ways - I can't. I am not the same person.

And I don't want to nor will I allow myself to be sad for the rest of my life. Eddie would not be pleased with that at all.

So, I guess it is time to move on.